happy re*birthday to me!

i went for an interview one time and the person across the desk from me sat me down, exchanged formalities and vividly said that "this job was not a 'Polly-Anna' job" and was "to be taken seriously..." . he rattled off a few numbers and potentials if the systems go down, if production couldn't produce and the seriousness of it all.

rolling into my third year there, i can't help but to look back and feel more a sense of perseverance, patience, purpose and service than any other devil-birthing thought i could have regarding any perceived inadequacies.

i've jumped off my personal cliff of self-doubt and it has revealed my heart with such conviction and selflessness that i'm willing to reduce myself to 800lbs. Yeah, eight-hundred.

i want to have that smaller footprint. i want to be more effortless on this earth and yeah, a river DOES choose the path of least resistance and yeah, man, i'm jumping in.

fear? its gone from my mind. replaced with trust, its infinitely re*newed, re*spun, re*manifested and most re*markably.... re*birthed.

i overheard an angel the other night saying that if you do something that you know in your heart isn't quite right, then the turmoil and lessons will continue. basically, yeah, if you see what's happening with in all the beautiful mirrors presented to you, that you can learn more efficiently and experience more, with a higher frequency, the life unfolding for you.... life is in the ripples.

-ok. totally off topic: want to instantly affect mass consciousness?

i think that "mother's day" should be a personal holiday and celebrated everyday. if only each person stopped and gave thanks to their momma on their birthdays? what if each day was proclaimed "mother's day" in the consciousness of man? what if?